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fandom_counts JOIN WITH EVERY JOURNAL YOU'VE GOT AS IF YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT!! HELP STOP THIS NOW!!!!

Keep the numbers growing. Make yourselves heard. This isn't the type of fear we want to live under, is it? I sure as hell don't like living in this constant paranoia, especially since I'm still quite sick. This has to end here before more thing like this star happening around the net. Help out. Keep an eye out. Or at least, stay informed.

Go join fandom_counts if you haven't already. Let's spread the word about what's going on. This needs to stop. It's like some horrible nightmare and I don't like feeling this unsafe about things that are so important to me. -sigh-

I especially hate feeling this way when I'm sick. I can't think straight and all I do now it worry and I feel like crying when I notice how bad things are and how out of hand they've become. How can people just go around and do something like this without thinking of the many people they've hurt? I hate such incosiderate people and if I have any say in this I'll make sure that they take dresponsibilities for their actions and pay.

Please stay safe by removing anything from your interests that you think might put you in danger, back up your files/ljs, and friend block for your life. -panic flail and hyperventilates-

Also check out bookshop, whydoesljcensor, liz_marcs, and fandom_lawyers

*sigh*

These past few weeks have been really strange, but I can't quite pin point what's wrong, but I'm trying not to worry about that too much. Things with my parents, in particular my mom, have become horrible and it has all been very frustrating. Then again, when hasn't it been this way...I am very thankful for the things I have and the people I love. That has been a bit stressful too, but I can't quite help take other people's problems on as my own because I care a lot about people, especially my friends since I feel like they're all I have most of the time and it's more than likely true. If anything happened to any one of them...I don't know what I'd do. I'm always strong for them, even when they don't need me to be and I'd do anything to make sure they are well and happy because that what brings me happiness.

I feel that living in this household has become a burden and I feel myself becoming ugly as a person. I'm not sure how I haven't turned out that way considering all the things I've been through and how things are in my everyday like, but I just have. However, now I feel myself becoming ugly... When did things become this way? I don't want to be ugly as a person, like my mom, because my personality and the way I am are pretty much the only things I like about myself...I do love my mom and am thankful for having her and everything she has done for me, but as a person she is quite ugly and I can't stand her most of the time. I'm really tired of the things have been going in my life, but that does not mean I am gonna give up, on the contrary, I will continue doing my best and hope that one day it'l pay off. I'm glad I can still be this positive, though it always comes as a suprise to me. heh At times, I feel like my best attributes, such as being good with words, being loving, caring, and understanding, become my worst ones as well, but this is the way I am and I can't change myself and I won't change myself for anyone, so either love me or hate me.

I think there's a lot of things I need to think about and reflect on, though from experience I know that me and thinking don't really go together well at all, but that's cuz I think, worry, and panic too much and too easily no matter what. Still, I feel things need to be this way for now and this way I can pay more attention to other things I should be getting done, though it'll also mean not having a life, since I really don't have much of one if any outside of the here.

I apologize to my friends and my readers and anyone else this might be affecting. I really do love you all and am thankful for every single one of you. I will consider staying, but for not I don't think it's the best thing for me...I'm sorry...

I saw this on moritaskamineko's page and I just had to try it for myself and OMG could I be any luckier?! I mean these are ppl I seriously love. And I mean Ueda and Massu! That's just so ultra good. Some of my favorites yay~ =DDDDD Joyness~

I've been meaning to make an entry, but a lot of stuff has been going on and I don't feel like talking about it atm, so I'll just have to fill everyone in later. I will take time to mention that I have met some seriously awesome ppl here at lj and am starting to make so very awesome friends. They make me happy. ^.^ <3

Okay, so I'm totally bored and just got done with a friend adding spree, though I only have 1 mutual friend right now. lmao I also went on a community adding spree last night and I can't wait to check them all out. Thankfully, I managed to fix my interests, but I'm still trying to get a hand of tags cuz I've never used them before. Other than that, I'm pretty bored and I think I've done all I can do with lj for now, so I think I'll go read some fanfics at the JE communities or eat. lol ^.^

Hi everyone,


I can't believe I finally made a lj. I've been wanting to make one for a while, but just hadn't gotten around to it. This is all so new to me and exciting. lol I haven't quite gotten the hang of it all yet, but thanks to Sohee, I've at least gotten this far. ^.^

Okay, so for those of you that don't know me, my name is Maria and I'm 16. I'm originally from Puerto Rico, but I live in Orlando, Florida and am a junior at Cypress Creek High School. My interests include music (jpop, jrock, kpop, cpop) and I'm a huge fan of Johnny's Entertainment. I'm also really into fanfics and dramas (j and k). I spend most of my time listening to music, as well as reading and commenting on fanfics, but rarely write them. Other than, I'm frequently on ABaka, DMN, IRO, Jref, PBF, myspace, and as of recently, I've also been editing fansubs for the Kioku fansubbing group.

I'm really looking forward to exploring lj and hopefully making new friends.